So many things have happened this month, like my san juan experience, christmas, my cousins stay at my house, and so much more. I wanted to post so many pictures in my blog, but there are just so many that I don’t know where to start! I want to rest so much so I guess talking through typing is the best I can do for now. If you wanna see my pictures so badly, just view my friendster profile.
The worst but most important thing that happened to me this break was my visit to the dentist. I have and I think I always will hate getting my teeth cleaned and worse than that, I absolutely hated getting my impacted tooth pulled out. I was going to wait until the summer break to have it extracted, but I told myself that it better be done now while I can get a lot of bedrest. I don’t want this tooth to get in the way of my work or summer vacation any longer. So I sat in that chair, finally getting to experience having anesthesia injected into my gums. It was a weird experience. It must be the feeling people get when they have a stroke or when they acquire Bell’s Palsy. The left half of my face went thick and numb. But trust me, the pain hardly disappeared! You see, my tooth isn’t just impacted, the 3rd molar on the lower left side of my mouth grew lying horizontally, and was buried under bone! So they had to get some bone out and incise some of my gum just to get the tooth out. It took an hour to complete the procedure, but it took more than a day to make the pain bearable. I ended up crying while I was still on the chair, but I couldn’t help myself, it was really really painful… As of now, I still can’t eat well. My throat was so worked up that it ended up sore. I hate the feeling of having sutures in my mouth. I can’t wait till the dentist removes it.
My break time is nearly over… 3 more days and I am back in San Juan, back to community medicine, back to being a PGH intern. To be honest, I haven’t started studying for OB like I promised, and I haven’t started tallying the data for our community project. I haven’t even submitted my reaction paper for my teacher, Dr. Cordero. If the pain in my mouth goes away by tomorrow, I will probably start working.
There are so many things to be thankful for this year… 2007 is the year I became a doctor. It is the year when I became a UP intern. I realized that I have so many friends around me, and surprisingly, I am still in touch with my friends from high school, college, and medical school. My family, although is not living in one roof, is filled with love. My cousins have truly grown up and are bravely facing their future more bravely than I ever did, which makes me twice as proud.
But of course, my heart is not as full of love as I want it to be… There is that one room which contains one chair that I sit in once in a while. Although it is a good place to reflect, I remember that this room in my heart also was filled with good things. I guess for now it shall stay empty, and reserved.
Will I have the same luck when 2008 comes? I just realized that next year is my year according to the Chinese calendar. It’s the year of the rat… Hehe, before I was ashamed that I had to have the rat as my animal, it just doesn’t seem as glorious as the other animals were. But knowing now that next year I will be faced with my internship graduation, and I will soon be taking the board exams, I guess I am lucky that this will all happen during my year.
Before I end my blog entry for this year, I would like to thank my family for all of their support. I know I don’t study as diligently as others do, but trust me that success is in my mind, especially because all my achievements are all thanks to you. To my relatives, especially to my cousins who have made vacations oh so worth it all, thank you for reminding me that life is not all just work. To my friends, thank you for accompanying at all days, because without you, I would not learn so much and I would have done so little. And thanks to my patients, residents, superiors, juniors… ^_^






















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